A
few months ago some friends and I saw Van Halen in concert. As it is with any event or trip planned in advance, I have concerns about the mood state I will be when I am actually experiencing the activity. It is seemingly impossible to predict what my mood state will be and whether my mood will be good enough so I can have some fun!
Since I
was not drinking at the time I got the coveted duty of being the
responsible driver for the group. In a way this is an honor. It gives me recognition of sorts that I am being victorious over alcohol, my arch nemesis of the psychoactive substances here on God's green earth.
The
show was pretty good and I had killer time for sure. I liked the venue
and lights. But don't be surprised if you hear a change in David Lee
Roth's voice. It's starting to fade. No bueno!
I
had some serious depression three days in a row leading up to the show.
All sorts of negative self-talk was dominating my thoughts. The signs were pointing towards trouble ahead.